Zoloft, my prince Z
So, they upped the dose of Zoloft. I'm starting therapy again (wahoo) and hopefully my therapist can find a balance or a decent combination of drugs that help with the depression and the anxiety. My doctor also ran the idea of possibly being bipolar past me. Wouldn't they know off hand? I'm not sure. Anyway, my medication selection is limited because of the nursing, but I'm staying hopeful that something will work. In other news... Amelia is a month old, well... actually a month and 5 days. Wow, time flies. She has gotten so big and is starting to develop such a demanding little personality. I love it! I have def. decided against going back to work. I can't leave the girls. Katherine has gotten so used to me being around, and I have yet to leave Amelia, even for five minutes... so work is out of the question. I'm not complaining though :) I love staying home with them! As for my new year resolutions... well, I have broken pretty much all of them. No worries though, I will start over in February. My view is that they are new year resolutions, so technically I have a year to achieve them, before the start of the new year next year. Make sense? I know, excuses, excuses, but hey, if they work then they work!

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Hang in there!!!
I hope that everything works out with the depression and anxiety. I suffered from both since the age of 14. I've been medication-free for almost 8 years now. I feel bouts of sadness/blues every once in a while but I don't think I've been back to that dark place since before the medication. The anxiety is another thing. Every day is a struggle for me to not let it control me. I hope that you find the right medication for you.