3 posts tagged “new year”
So, they upped the dose of Zoloft. I'm starting therapy again (wahoo) and hopefully my therapist can find a balance or a decent combination of drugs that help with the depression and the anxiety. My doctor also ran the idea of possibly being bipolar past me. Wouldn't they know off hand? I'm not sure. Anyway, my medication selection is limited because of the nursing, but I'm staying hopeful that something will work. In other news... Amelia is a month old, well... actually a month and 5 days. Wow, time flies. She has gotten so big and is starting to develop such a demanding little personality. I love it! I have def. decided against going back to work. I can't leave the girls. Katherine has gotten so used to me being around, and I have yet to leave Amelia, even for five minutes... so work is out of the question. I'm not complaining though :) I love staying home with them! As for my new year resolutions... well, I have broken pretty much all of them. No worries though, I will start over in February. My view is that they are new year resolutions, so technically I have a year to achieve them, before the start of the new year next year. Make sense? I know, excuses, excuses, but hey, if they work then they work!
The only difference so far is that Amelia has decided not to sleep at night. So far I have half assed my resolutions. Lose baby weight? Sure, but I really hate to waste all the Christmas cookies... so I have to eat some of those. Don't use my credit cards? Ok, I'll use my debit card instead. Spend less time on the computer? When you're up all night (and I mean all night long) the computer becomes your new best friend. I still plan on keeping all my resolutions, but I figure it's hard to quit cold turkey. So far... it's been "eh"
I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas/winter holiday of their choosing. Mine was the best yet! I can't wait to bring in the New Year tonight, although I'm not doing anything special, I still plan on having fun. That being said... here are some of my goals for the new year
- to not pick up smoking again. I haven't had the urge since I became pregnant, so I'm hoping I kicked the habit for good.
- get down to my pre-pregnancy wait by March. That gives me three months to lose thirty pounds. It might be doable.
- not to use credit cards for ANYTHING
- get out of debt
-move
- go back to school
- focus on keeping my marriage a happy and healthy one
- limit my time on the computer
- focus on keeping my self happy and healthy
- start going to church
It seems like a lot, but I'm hoping if I really try then maybe I will be able to accomplish everything I have set out to do.
I hope everyone has a wonderful new year!
